Friday, July 22, 2011

The Dance

Yesterday as I watched my little Annabelle dance, I was taken back in time. Back to 1962 when I too was 4 years old. It was a warm day like any other and there I was swirling around looking up at our Grandaddy oak tree... swirling and dancing. Every day about noon Daddy would come home for lunch. I would be there on the front porch steps or out in the yard, "watching for him", just like Mama told me to. As soon as he drove up, I'd run and tell Mama, "DADDY'S HOME"....
Daddy worked for the road department and he worked with prisoners. He started bring home a prisoner with him. This man was tall and thin and his skin was black and he wore a great big smile. I can't remember his name, but I'll never forget him. The first thing he said to me was "You wanna learn to dance?"... I do, I said. As my Daddy went in to eat lunch, this skinny young black man taught me to tap dance. I can still his voice... da da da da da da da da ....he would get on the steps of the porch so I could her the 1234 1234 1234 coming from his feet... then he would throw down... that's what he called it... he would throw down his arm toward me with his palm down as if to say... your turn! Oh, what fun we had. My Daddy would say... "Would you look at that!", as he watched our "Throw down" routine. I remember the wink my new friend would give me as he said goodbye each day... "I'll sees ya tamara", he'd say. I remember my Daddy saying "Pappy, ( short for Papoose)... come here and give your Daddy a hug"... he would pick me up and twirl me around underneath that big oak tree. Most of all I remember feeling safe in his arms. I can still smell the old spice cologne and the Winston Cigarettes that he kept in his left pocket and I can see him limping walking to his car... I see him waving goodbye, just like it was yesterday.... and this memory was all prompted by hearing ... Wanna watch me dance?
Thank you Annabelle!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

What a day that will be....

Today while singing in front of our church congregation at the Nursing Home, I saw her...my friend Lorraine. Her bright blue eyes beaming with excitement as we sang... "Ill Fly away". You see, Lorraine can't sing, nor can she move any of her limbs. Still... She lift's her eyes to the heaven and bends her head back with Joy. Her mangled arms will one day embrace our Lord. I gave her a kiss after the service and she very slowly said " I Love You"... and I told her what I always tell her.... That one day very soon... she will not need that wheelchair... she will be able to Dance and Sing and it won't be long now... Lorraine may never see a natural death... Jesus may come back for us all. It's such a marvelous thought that there are no disabilities in heaven. We will be changed just like 1st Corinthians 15:52 says...
"Behold, I show you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last Trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed. For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, "Death is swallowed up in victory".
So perhaps you are not bound by a wheelchair... I can promise you that at times, you feel bound by something. Perhaps it's emotional bondage... Financial Bondage..Physical Bondage...We all need to have those chains of bondage loosed daily .... how? Through faith and prayer...
May God give you unshakable faith in Christ our Lord~

Sunday, July 3, 2011

The Blessing Book

It was a day like every other day. Lost in being busy,until I had an overwhelming desire to go the hospital and visit a complete stranger. I knew that must have been a "God idea"... so away I went.
I entered a room where there was a sweet presence of God. There was a precious woman, my age wearing a turban on her head. Her eyes and her skin yellow. She sat with her legs crossed writing feverishly in a journal. I introduced myself and asked her if she would mind company.
"Oh, I would love to have someone to share my thoughts with". She told me about how wonderful the staff had been to her. She also was thankful that her husband got an entire week off to move them into a new home. She said, "Do you mind if I read you my entry from my "Blessing Book?" Well... I would love for you to read it to me, I said with delight.
"Lord, I am thankful to be going home today! A Brand new home... I am thankful too for my new home. Thank you that it's right next to my Mother-In-Law, you know I adore her! I am thankful that even now as I write, she is unpacking my things and getting ready for me to come home.
I am thankful for my doctors. I know it was hard for them to tell me today that they have done all they can do. It's alright. I have peace about it. I am thankful that I know my life is short. This allows me to enjoy every smiling face that helps me. Lord, would you let me live long enough to fully thank you for every moment? Let me be able to express my love completey by having a thankful heart."
Well, by now, I my eyes had filled with tears. She might as well have done heart surgery on me. She watched God write upon the table of my heart.... "BE THANKFUL".
So, today... if you have any trouble in your life, perhaps you too need a "Blessing Book".
By the way... I couldn't help but notice that right next to her "Blessing Book", sat the real Blessing book... the Bible.
So today.. I say... Lord, let me live long enough to thank you completley for all you have done for me!